Rants and Raves

Hello there my lovelies,

Today I got up early this morning to practice my dance routine. We're lookin' good. My quads are so sore right now from all the moves. I am walking and limping. But at least I am starting to get in better shape.

We taped ourselves doing the routine and although I am getting better, I still feel so self conscious getting filmed. I looked like I was struggling. I have a long way to go.

I am still waiting for my new sword to come in. I was told it was gonna take another week and a half. I thought it would be done this week. I am kinda disappointed because I just wanna start dancing with it and my current sword is so difiicult.

Work is moving along. I like my coworkers. I work with a guy that has a sick, twisted, nasty sense of humor like me. When we have no customer we have burping contests. Or we tell dirty jokes. My favorite is when we had to help some bitchy, mean sorority chicks and we imitated them afterwards.

But I gotta say that I am not liking to have to wash cars in my skirt and heels. Our car prep sometimes doesn't show up and I get stuck cleaning cars sometimes. Another thing I am getting sick of is picking up and dropping off dirty, old men. Luckily most people are nice. But sometimes I get tired or being stared at or offered to go home with them.

Yeah, so I am done ranting for now. But I do wanna rave about the beautiful, sunny weather outside. This morning I didn't even have to wear a coat. It was beautiful, warm and sunny. LOVE IT.

Anywho, see ya next time.

The Most Random Survey Passed Around on MySpace

1) Are your parents married or divorced ? Divorced

2) Vegetarian? God no

3) Heaven? Yeah, just send me to a firehouse full of firemen ;)

4) Come close to dying? Yeah, every time I receive my measly paycheck

5) What jewelry do you wear 24/7? My new belly ring

6) Are you eating? Just got back from a Persian restaurant. You know, once you go Persian, there's no other version.

7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? Why yes I do.

8) Makeup? Yes.

9) Were you usually the dumper or the dumpee in your past relationships? I would say a little bit of both.

10) Would you ever have plastic surgery? Yes, but I certainly wouldn't advertise it.

11) What do you wear to bed? My flannel pajamas.

12) Have you ever done anything illegal? Yeah, I've broken a lot of rules on the road.

13) Can you roll your tongue? Yep

14) Brush your teeth? Better believe it.
15) What kind of watch(es) do you wear? None.

16) Abortion? I don't even know how to answer this one. A little too personal for a random survey, don't you think ?

17) Hair color? Brown.

18) Future child's name? Boys names: No children for me.........

19) Do you snore? I have been told before

20) If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would you go? Amsterdam, Switzerland, Egypt, Morrocco, Carribean

21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Nope

22) If you won the lottery, what would you do with it? OMG, where do I even begin with this ? 1.) Pay off all my debts 2.) Move out into my own house 3.) Quit my fucking job 4.) Throw away my alarm clock 5.) Travel all over the world to do charity work 6.) Invest the rest. Man, I got it all planned out.

23) Gold or silver or platinum? Gold

24) Hamburger or hot dog? Hot Dog.

25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose? Chocolate Cake with rich, chocolately frosting

26) Beach, city, or country? Why can't I have all three?

27) Who was the last person you touched? I think I hit my coworker

28) Where do you eat? I like to try new restaurants

29) When's the last time you cried? Reading that last question... Don't remember

30) Have you loved somebody so much it made you cry? Nope.

31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? Yeah, it's so easy for a woman to dress like a man.

32) Ever been involved with the police? No, but I would if he were handsome and in uniform ;)

33) Believe in Santa? Nope, the fairytail was destroyed at age 8.

34) Do you talk in your sleep? Yes

35) Beach or pool? Beach.

36) Can you cross your eyes? Nope

37) What's your favorite song at the moment? Some song I can't remember the title to by Mac Dre. (Did I spell that right?)

38) Window seat or aisle on a plane? Aisle. Don't wanna be tripping over ppl to get to the bathroom.

39) Ever met anyone famous? Not really.

40) Do you feel that you've ever had a truly successful relationship? Nope

41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl

42) Rickie Lake or Oprah Winfrey? Oprah Winfrey

43) Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted? Yes.

44) How long does your shower last? Hell if I know. I don't time myself.

45) Do you drive stick? Yes.

46) Cake or ice cream? Cake AND ice cream

47) Self-conscious? Not all the time

48) What time do you get up? 6:15 every morning during the week.

49) Have you ever given money to a bum? Yes.

50) When was your first crush? 10 years old in 4th grade. His name was Bryan Albini.

51) Where do you wish you were? Traveling the world

52) Have you ever broken someone's heart? If I did, I wouldn't know about it

53) Ever been given a ring? Yeah, lotsa people call me.

54) Longest relationship? Next question, please.

55) Last gift you received? Candles to dance with.

56) Last sport you played? Bellydance doesn't count, but whatever.

57) Things you spend a lot of money on? Bellydance lessons, props and costumes.

58) Where do you live? Bay Area, CA

59) School you attended: SJSU '04

60) Last wedding attended: a friend in 2002

61) Favorite fast food restaurant: Jack in the Crack

62) Where do you work: Enterprise Rent a Car.

63) Can you cook? Hells friggin' NO.

64) Most hated food: Eggplant makes me gag

65) Can you sing? Yes.

66) Last concert attended: Black Eyed Peas and Dave Matthews Band

67)Last crush? Nope.

68) Favorite Alcoholic drink: Baileys and cream over ice.
69) Current Crush? A secret since I have to see this person almost every day.

70) What is your favorite pen ink color? Blue

Tired after a long day

Hello All,

I am a My Space Addict. I admit it. It is temporarily shut down to fix some problems. And I can't log on. It sucks. Oh well, guess I'm just gonna hafta wait a while.

I had dance practice today. I recently joined a troupe and we are practicing for our upcoming performance in March. We all came together today and worked on our routine and so far so good. My part in the routine is to dance with the sword and moved around on the floor. I am getting better, and that makes me happy.

I am also working on the bellyroll since I really never learned the proper way to do it. It's wierd, because I am asking my body to do something it doesn't know how. So I have to keep asking my stomach to move that way. And after enough attempting, I will finally be able to do it. I keep practicing a few minutes a day. That's how bellydance works. You have to keep practicing and training your body how to move a certain way.

I am very confused with my life right now. I don't know where I fit in at all.  Everything, and I mean, EVERYTHING is up in the air right now. I feel like I have no control whatsoever of myself anymore. From my job to living situation to my friends to my family. I can't even describe it. I just wonder when things will all start to fall into place.

Anyways, I am gonna log off for now. Ciao.

I want my Alternative Music !!

Hello Again,

I am mad right now. I love alternative and have had 2 stations to choose from 104.9 and 105.3. But 104.9 is my fave. They always seemed to be playing Nirvana and the latest alternative hits. And I loved that there was just music and no talking in the mornings.

Today I get in the car............ and no 104.9 anymore. Now it is replaced with Latin music. Don't get me wrong. I like Latin music, but there are already enough Latin channels from me to chose from. I just want my good ole' alternative music back. At least there is still 105.3, but I'll miss 104.9. Fuck !!

Anyone remember Z95.7? They used to be my all-time fave, until I woke up one morning to find it forever gone.

This sux big donkey dong.

The First Day of the New Year

Hello there my lovelies,

Happy New Years to you all !!!! Guess what ? I slept through the clock striking 12am. I meant to stay awake till then, but I crashed out at around 11pm.

I can't believe 2005 is gone. I didn't want it to be over. But now I am welcoming 2006. I am hoping that this year will be wonderful.

Here are some of the things I would like to accomplish this year:

1.) Get promoted at my current job or get a higher paying job.

2.) Move out or start saving for a house.

3.) Learn how to dance with my sword. (Without it falling during a performance)

4.) Improve my Spanish

5.) Start learning Chinese

6.) Travel to a foreign land or at least have a trip for 2007 planned.

I would also include that I want to eat healthier. But I am not even going to lie to myself. That is an ongoing thing that I strive for, and sometimes I am good and sometimes I am bad. I am not gonna list that as a goal for 2006.

Anyways, that is all for now. I am gonna go and try to have a productive day. Ciao.