I swear. In a past life I must have walked all over men and broken so many hearts. Because in this life I feel like I am getting payback. For every good moment I have it is followed up by 5 awful ones. I don't know how long this will continue. And I haven't even done anything wrong. I've never stomped on a man's heart.
Today was awful. I don't want to talk about it here in public. I feel so alone and I feel pain right now. I also lost my appetite.
I also have the worst luck in finding a job.
Anyways, I am done for now.
I just feel really depressed and I can't take it anymore.