Today I tried out my new double veils that my friend made. I felt like a goddess. I also got new music from iTunes, so I danced to that as well. I had a nice work out session today. I don't know what I would do without Bellydance. It helps me tap into my feminine side, and it makes me feel more womanly. It is definitely a female dance.
Today I tried out the new music and took my veils for a spin. I am trying to work on spinning longer without getting too dizzy.Our next performance is in September so I am trying to come up with a routine and make it original. It's definitely good exercise.
On another note, I went to storage today to try to get rid of some of my stuff. I read in another blog (by Loving Annie btw) that she got rid of her old love letters from an old boyfriend. That she didn't need to hold on to that anymore. She's been holding on to it for years. I am a very sentimental person. I have every card and letter people have written to me since I was 15. Also I have a lot of keepsakes from when I was a child. A lot of pictures, a lot of things to remind me of who I was in the past, that remind me of my childhood.I went in storage today and realized that there is a lot of that that I can part with. If Loving Annie can get rid of something so deep like love letters, then surely I can part with the past that I am no longer a part of.
I did not have a normal life. When I look back, other than some of the fads we had in school and in society, it does not make me smile. When I was a child and a teen, all I wanted to do was turn 18 so I could take control over my life. I really didn't enjoy being a kid, and I just wanted to be an adult.
I held on to a lot of the stuff to remind me where I came from. I thought that I would want to go back and see how far I've come along. To see the progress in my life. What I didn't realize is that by holding on to that, it was also holding on to part of the pain I had too. I don't need that anymore.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Random happenings over the weekend
Hello There My Lovelies,
Never a dull moment in the life of Mistress Senorita.
I had to meet my friend to get my double veils and costume top fixed. She lives in a gated area in a ghettofabulous area.
I forgot my cell to call her to let me in, so instead I had to climb over the gate. I stood on the dumpster and kinda jumped over. Been a long time since I've done that.
Before then, as I was looking for parking, I almost hit a guy. I felt so bad. The road was crowded with parked cars and I took my eye off for one second, and I almost hit him.
I rolled down the window and appologized profusely, luckily he was nice about it. I got out of the car and he saw me holding my costume bra and my Victoria's Secret bag with my veils in it, and he looked me up and down and stared. I felt awkward and scurried away so I could jump over the fence in peace.
On another note, yesterday I went to the YMCA with my friend to practice a dance routine for our September performance. While I was in the bathroom, there was this one women that was just standing around naked. Usually when I go to the gym women around me are more modest. Not this woman. She walked right up to my friend and started talking, with her goodies hanging out.
I was waiting for my friend in the bathroom, and I was sitting on the bench. A little while later, Ms. Naked comes back out in the buff and makes her way towards me. I realized I was sitting next to her locker. I immediately appologize and move, and start looking down, and she gives me this wierded out look, like I am being rude for not treating her like I would a clothed person. My friend was just making mindless banter with her, and Ms. Naked just stands there giving us a full frontal view for a few before even thinking about getting dressed.
Maybe I need to lighten up, I don't know. She was a little older, and I am not used to seeing my mom's generation strutting in the buff. My parents didn't raise me like that.
But the most embarassing thing that happened to me over the weekend ? I won't be divulging that here. I will post in my private blog soon. I will just say it was a OMG WTF moment.
Never a dull moment in the life of Mistress Senorita.
I had to meet my friend to get my double veils and costume top fixed. She lives in a gated area in a ghettofabulous area.
I forgot my cell to call her to let me in, so instead I had to climb over the gate. I stood on the dumpster and kinda jumped over. Been a long time since I've done that.
Before then, as I was looking for parking, I almost hit a guy. I felt so bad. The road was crowded with parked cars and I took my eye off for one second, and I almost hit him.
I rolled down the window and appologized profusely, luckily he was nice about it. I got out of the car and he saw me holding my costume bra and my Victoria's Secret bag with my veils in it, and he looked me up and down and stared. I felt awkward and scurried away so I could jump over the fence in peace.
On another note, yesterday I went to the YMCA with my friend to practice a dance routine for our September performance. While I was in the bathroom, there was this one women that was just standing around naked. Usually when I go to the gym women around me are more modest. Not this woman. She walked right up to my friend and started talking, with her goodies hanging out.
I was waiting for my friend in the bathroom, and I was sitting on the bench. A little while later, Ms. Naked comes back out in the buff and makes her way towards me. I realized I was sitting next to her locker. I immediately appologize and move, and start looking down, and she gives me this wierded out look, like I am being rude for not treating her like I would a clothed person. My friend was just making mindless banter with her, and Ms. Naked just stands there giving us a full frontal view for a few before even thinking about getting dressed.
Maybe I need to lighten up, I don't know. She was a little older, and I am not used to seeing my mom's generation strutting in the buff. My parents didn't raise me like that.
But the most embarassing thing that happened to me over the weekend ? I won't be divulging that here. I will post in my private blog soon. I will just say it was a OMG WTF moment.
Brain Clutter
Hello There Lovelies,
I swear, I always have the wierdest dreams. Once in a while in my dreams I will visit the same place I have before in my dreams. I will sometimes find myself walking around in a house that I swear I've been to before. Nothing like I've seen in real life, but something I would recognize from a previous dream. And they aren't houses from a fantasy land. They are houses you would normally see around here.
Most of the time my dreams are not pleasant and I am more than happy to wake up. Aside from the nightmares, I usually have dreams where I run into people from the past I don't want to see, or people are ganging up on me and taunting me. Or I will have the occasional dream from my waitress past. You know that dream, where you are running ten tables all by yourself, you have the restaurant to yourself and everyone keeps demanding stuff all at once, and you keep forgetting to bring stuff to the table. Either that or I am on my way home and I realize I forgot to cash out.
I don't like to talk about the nightmares, as I was once told not to talk about your dreams after waking up. I am sure it is a spiritual belief somewhere, but I am also scared of verbalizing them into reality.
Last night, I dreamed that one of my friends turned on me for no reason at all. I owed her money for making a costume and she didn't even want to take the money. Then I go home to look in the mirror only to realize that I had somehow bleached my hair. It was chopped into a bob, and some of my roots were blonde, and some weren't and then some of the tips were blonde, and some weren't. It was wierd but somehow I ended up liking it.
Then I woke up.
Very occasionally I will have a nice dream where I am cleaning, and I reach down and there is a stack of $300. That or I am somehow finding tons of cash. Or I am going out with a great guy.
But I would give up all the good dreams to erase the bad ones.
I swear, I always have the wierdest dreams. Once in a while in my dreams I will visit the same place I have before in my dreams. I will sometimes find myself walking around in a house that I swear I've been to before. Nothing like I've seen in real life, but something I would recognize from a previous dream. And they aren't houses from a fantasy land. They are houses you would normally see around here.
Most of the time my dreams are not pleasant and I am more than happy to wake up. Aside from the nightmares, I usually have dreams where I run into people from the past I don't want to see, or people are ganging up on me and taunting me. Or I will have the occasional dream from my waitress past. You know that dream, where you are running ten tables all by yourself, you have the restaurant to yourself and everyone keeps demanding stuff all at once, and you keep forgetting to bring stuff to the table. Either that or I am on my way home and I realize I forgot to cash out.
I don't like to talk about the nightmares, as I was once told not to talk about your dreams after waking up. I am sure it is a spiritual belief somewhere, but I am also scared of verbalizing them into reality.
Last night, I dreamed that one of my friends turned on me for no reason at all. I owed her money for making a costume and she didn't even want to take the money. Then I go home to look in the mirror only to realize that I had somehow bleached my hair. It was chopped into a bob, and some of my roots were blonde, and some weren't and then some of the tips were blonde, and some weren't. It was wierd but somehow I ended up liking it.
Then I woke up.
Very occasionally I will have a nice dream where I am cleaning, and I reach down and there is a stack of $300. That or I am somehow finding tons of cash. Or I am going out with a great guy.
But I would give up all the good dreams to erase the bad ones.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Hey there sexxi baby, wanna watch ?
Hello There My Babies,
Craigslist does not disappoint for "manslations". In addition to the married men, white men with Asian fetishes, married white men with Asian fetishes, there are the men that like to be on display. Basically they want women to watch them get off.
Anywho, here is the douche of the day..........................
Title: good looking gentlemen like every other man on Craigslist seeks lady who likes to watch
I am very tall, good looking and easy going, playful woof !, respectful gentleman my penis is very respectful too in his late 30s 39 who has a little secret fantasy that is harmless and fun for all involved. I really like to strip slowly and seductively for a cute woman, put on little show wiggle my hips and shake my junk, stroke myself for you until I release in your face. I would love to find a discreet play partner because I am clearly married and my wife never liked my antics for an occasional sexy rendezvous of this nature. It's a great form of safe sex until I try to force myself on you at the end. You are free to grope, make cat calls, ask me to pose, etc. or just sit back and watch the show and I will try to get you to touch my wiener as I gyrate in your face. I am also very discreet my penis isn't, willing to exchange descriptions and then after we talk on the phone, I'll send you a pic clearly taken in the eighties. Or we could meet somewhere in cafe so I can attempt lewd acts under the table and in the bathroom. If this interests you, please contact me and let's have some sexy playful fun.
Craigslist does not disappoint for "manslations". In addition to the married men, white men with Asian fetishes, married white men with Asian fetishes, there are the men that like to be on display. Basically they want women to watch them get off.
Anywho, here is the douche of the day..........................
Title: good looking gentlemen like every other man on Craigslist seeks lady who likes to watch
I am very tall, good looking and easy going, playful woof !, respectful gentleman my penis is very respectful too in his late 30s 39 who has a little secret fantasy that is harmless and fun for all involved. I really like to strip slowly and seductively for a cute woman, put on little show wiggle my hips and shake my junk, stroke myself for you until I release in your face. I would love to find a discreet play partner because I am clearly married and my wife never liked my antics for an occasional sexy rendezvous of this nature. It's a great form of safe sex until I try to force myself on you at the end. You are free to grope, make cat calls, ask me to pose, etc. or just sit back and watch the show and I will try to get you to touch my wiener as I gyrate in your face. I am also very discreet my penis isn't, willing to exchange descriptions and then after we talk on the phone, I'll send you a pic clearly taken in the eighties. Or we could meet somewhere in cafe so I can attempt lewd acts under the table and in the bathroom. If this interests you, please contact me and let's have some sexy playful fun.
Singawhore
Well Hello There My Babies,
This gem of an ad came out in Singapore. When I first saw it I thought it was all a joke. But it is a real ad. Someone obviously didn't get finished off that morning and decided to take it out on the ad campaign.
First off, this ad is just tacky. They just had to go there with the blonde chick with whore red lipstick. C'mon the Singaporean population does not consist of blonde white chicks. Then they had to mention the 7 incher meat sandwhich loaded with mayo.
What these prizes didn't think of was this ad could possibly backfire.
For starters, this ad blatantly compares their meat sandwhich to a penis. Most men don't want to think of a penis while they are chowing down on their meat sandwhich. And chicks probably just feel objectified by looking at it.
Don't get me wrong, I love suggestive commercials. Operative word SUGGESTIVE. This ad pretty much is BAM in your face and even says BLOW. So lame and so not creative.
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