First Day Back After Spring Break

Hello Everyone,

Yes, I am still in pain and I am frustrated about it. I am really hungry and its always painful to eat. Plus, I forgot to bring my aspirin to school with me today. Pain+Hunger= BAD MOOD. Note to self: Must...take....drugs........

Other than that, I got to buy my cap and gown today. I also got to buy my graduation invitations so I can start sending them. I am so excited about that. I can also get my picture taken sometime this week. Now all I need to do is pass my last four classes......

Speaking of classes............ I have 2 exams this week. I am real nervous. I studied a little for them, but not enough. I am gonna talk to the teachers tommorow.

I also paid a little visit to the doctor's office today so he could see how my mouth is healing. I was told that it would take about a month for the holes to heal and close up. Good God, I hope that it doesn't take me that long to enjoy solid food. Speaking of which, its been a whole week since I've got my wisdom teeth pulled. At least I am not in THAT much pain anymore.

I also get to get back into bellydancing today. I'm happy about that because I am looking forward to getting back into the groove.

Well my lovelies, that's my little update for today. See ya tommorow :)

Gosh, when is this gonna end??

Hello everyone,

I hope that you all have enjoyed your weekend. I worked today. I feel guilty because I could have stayed longer and made more money, which I really need. On the other hand, I was feeling tired and my jaws still ache bad, so my boss took me off the floor. So therefore, I only went home with $35. However, I got off work in time to make it to my friend Jenny's b-day party at the pool here at my apt. I got to soak in the sun and eat what little food I could. That was kinda nice considering I have spent all week by myself.

You know whats frustrating? I have a crush on someone and he is totally wrong for me. He is the type that I should stay far away from, yet I am STILL attracted to him. I hate that because whenever I see him I wanna hang out with him and talk. And when he invites me to hang out with him, I have to find a nice way to turn him down. It sucks, because I can't do what I want to do. I have to keep fighting the temptation., especially because I run into him a lot, and I really do want to hang out with him.

I am also really frustrated because I feel like I am stuck. I have sooo much schoolwork to do, and I almost don't even give a shit anymore. I just wanna throw my hands up and walk away. I have two exams on Thursday in Spanish and I am completely lost. I also have 2 papers in Spanish and I just don't know how I am gonna make it. Not to mention my marketing projects.

The good news is that I get to purchase my cap and gown and my invitations tommorow. I am just so worried that I am not gonna pass my classes because I am kinda struggling in my classes. Get my drift? I don't mean to complain, but I have gotta let this out somewhere and this IS my journal, so here I am.

I wish that I could talk to someone who is going through the same thing as me. We would talk and bitch, let it all out and then go and party a little. But most people I talk to just tell me: " Don't worry, you've only got 2 more months." Either that or they just tell me not to worry.

Well, I feel better now that I've vented.

 

AO-Hell Sucks

Hello Everyone,

I just have to vent about AOL. Basically, when I bought my Dell laptop, 6 months of free AOL was included. But of course they continued to charge my account. When I spoke to someone in customer service about it, I was told to fax in proof of my Dell laptop purchase, which I did. It turns out that AOL STILL doesn't feel that I am eligible, and they won't even tell me why. Stupid bastards. I have been a customer with them for over 4 years and I have always paid on time. When I go to Europe I am gonna stop using them. Fuck them. They don't even need my money anyways.

You know what's really sad? More terror in Spain. I still really wanna go. I am gonna stay in Barcelona for a month and then move to another city. I don't think that I will be visiting Madrid, which is where the terrorist acts have been happening. This is really sad. The terrorists are trying to get other countries to turn against the US by attacking them. Now Spain is gonna pull out their troops in Iraq. I don't even wanna think about it right now.

What else? I am STILL in pain, and I feel weak from the medication and lack of food. I had to work today, and I felt horrible. At least I know that I should be getting better this week. I just feel like I am losing my mind. I am forgetting things, forgetting where I left things, and becoming more disorganized.

I also STILL have a buttload of homework to do. I am kinda frustrated. I did some stuff, but apparently not enough. I just want this to be over with. I have about a month and a half of school left. I just gotta hang in there.

Well thats about it for today. I am gonna relax, veg out and get some homework done. Enjoy the rest of the weekend.

Time Flies

Hello my lovelies,

Sadly, Spring Break has come to an end. It went by so fast, just like the year is. It is already April. Wow. I can't friggin' believe it. Oh well, at least it means that graduation is around the corner. And so it Europe :)

I am also still in pain from my oral surgery. When I woke up it was so bad that I went to the doctor. Lucky for me he stuck a pain-relieving strip in my gum to relieve the pain, and I am doing better. God Bless medicine :) After that, I went to McDonalds and had some chicken nuggets, fries and a parfait. I didn't care that it was fattening. I just wanted to put food in my stomach. While I was eating my food there, I saw my doctor there too. That was kinda cool. I should be feeling normal again by next week.

All week I have spent lying around here and watching TV and doing homework. I didn't even go out with any friends and have fun. But I do kinda have to admit that it felt good to be lazy and do absolutely nothing for a while. Not only that, but my roommate was gone so I had the place completely to myself for the week and that was nice.

I also didn't go to work tonite because I am still healing. I feel all cooped up. I am not looking forward to school, but at least I will be getting out of the house again. I also feel like a fat ass even though I really didn't eat a lot this week. I feel flabby and nasty so I ran for 20 minutes to get my heart pumping. I can't wait to get back to bellydance.

Well folks, I feel better that I´ve vented a little.Y´all enjoy your weekend.

April Fools !!

Hello Everyone,

Its so sad that my spring break is almost up. I really didn't do anything special this week except get my wisdom teeth yanked from me. By the way, my lower left jaw is still in excruciating pain sometimes. I also rented movies and got some homework done. At least I was somewhat productive.

Last night I went to study at my classmate's house but I forgot my phone, so I couldn't exactly find her. I had to then drive to the nearest shopping center and use a payphone which ate my change before I could even call. I finally went to her neighbor's house. Luckily the neighbor was nice enough to help me find her place. I swear, I am NEVER gonna forget my cell phone again. The funny thing is that when I got to her house, we did study a little, but ended up talking more about boys and religion. Oh well.

Today I went to my boss's house for my internship and did some data entry and played with her little dog Marty. Marty is a Maltese. Unfortunately he got shaved so he looks like a little stick with a big head of fur.

I also called da Red Lobsta and told my boss that I am still in pain from my oral surgery and I asked him to let me come in early so I could leave early or give me a slow section. Instead, he just told me to take the day off. I really can't afford to take a day off work, but I can't say that I would mind a Friday night off either. I can't remember the last time I didn't work on a Friday night. At least I won't be bitching about my job tommorow.

Well, thats all for now folks.