Sunday, May 7, 2006

Nice quiet Sunday

Hello there my lovelies,

I am currently watching Desperate Housewives. Oh my ! I don't know his real name, but I have a huge crush on Mike Delfino. I love his rugged good looks and those arm

On another note, I got to practice my bellydance. It's been three weeks since I got to practice by myself. I love practicing alone. It gives me time to think and time to get exercise and express myself.

Besides dance, I just stayed in bed all day and watched TV. I have been so exhausted from the week. It was nice to lay around all day.

I am very unhappy with my job and where my life is headed. I am very conflicted right now. I want to do well at my job. But at the same time, I am frustrated that I am not doing well right now. I obey my boss, do my work and show up on time, but my sales numbers aren't up. I don't know if it's because I am not motivated, or I am actually bad at it.

I am tired of having to pressure people to purchase the damage waiver for their rentals. I am also tired of having to upsell. I am also sick of cleaning the cars myself. Lord knows I am bad at it. Half the time the cars are still dirty when I am done cleaning them.  But most of all, I am sick of being thrown into situations that aren't my fault and having to take the heat. I am sick of renting dirty cars or cars that need the oil changed. I am also sick than when a customer comes into my branch with a reservation, that I have to drive the guy to another branch to get another car.

I want to get promoted so that I can put the experience on my resume, but I lost my motivation for my job. Even if I get promoted to Assistant Manager I will make a little more money. I feel so unmotivated to look for another job because I feel like I will be miserable no matter where I go.

But I do know that I am tired of complaining about it. I have been complaining for a while now. And although I do it to blow off steam, it really makes me feel worse. So I am gonna have to stop complaining and either try harder at my current job or look for another.

I am gonna do both.

Anyways, thats enough for now. Ciao Ciao.


skunkyrip said...

i love that show too

zoorisk said...

I am glad to hear that you took the day just for yourself to relax and take things easy.  It is great you started to dance.  As for work, hang in there and do the best you can until you can find something else that would make you happy.  I know it is easier said then done, but I have been there and at times it gets harder before it gets better.  Take things slow.

lmitc89854 said...

Think about what has made you happy and fullfilled in the past and find a job that fits in with it. You could always go to Vegas and bellydance! You are pretty enough!

kdwsunshine said...

I am late getting by here, as always, but I sure hope that you had a good week.