Hello there my lovelies,
I am currently watching Desperate Housewives. Oh my ! I don't know his real name, but I have a huge crush on Mike Delfino. I love his rugged good looks and those arm
On another note, I got to practice my bellydance. It's been three weeks since I got to practice by myself. I love practicing alone. It gives me time to think and time to get exercise and express myself.
Besides dance, I just stayed in bed all day and watched TV. I have been so exhausted from the week. It was nice to lay around all day.
I am very unhappy with my job and where my life is headed. I am very conflicted right now. I want to do well at my job. But at the same time, I am frustrated that I am not doing well right now. I obey my boss, do my work and show up on time, but my sales numbers aren't up. I don't know if it's because I am not motivated, or I am actually bad at it.
I am tired of having to pressure people to purchase the damage waiver for their rentals. I am also tired of having to upsell. I am also sick of cleaning the cars myself. Lord knows I am bad at it. Half the time the cars are still dirty when I am done cleaning them. But most of all, I am sick of being thrown into situations that aren't my fault and having to take the heat. I am sick of renting dirty cars or cars that need the oil changed. I am also sick than when a customer comes into my branch with a reservation, that I have to drive the guy to another branch to get another car.
I want to get promoted so that I can put the experience on my resume, but I lost my motivation for my job. Even if I get promoted to Assistant Manager I will make a little more money. I feel so unmotivated to look for another job because I feel like I will be miserable no matter where I go.
But I do know that I am tired of complaining about it. I have been complaining for a while now. And although I do it to blow off steam, it really makes me feel worse. So I am gonna have to stop complaining and either try harder at my current job or look for another.
I am gonna do both.
Anyways, thats enough for now. Ciao Ciao.