Saturday, January 29, 2011

The Senorita Seven

What's Up My Little Muffins ?

1.) It's my last weekend here at my place before I move out on Monday.

2.) I've gotten rid of so much stuff, and it's very therapeutic. I've been hanging on to stuff from the past way too long. Old letters from friends. Old birthday cards from people. I guess I felt a need to hold onto it because I am afraid of being alone. At least if I am alone now and in the future, I can look back and see that someone cared. But I've realized that you need to sometimes get rid of things to welcome new relationships and experiences in your life.

3.) Remember that douchelord I blogged about a couple of weeks back ? Well, he texted me yesterday, wondering if I wanted to "catch up". I told him I was too busy moving. He can go catch up with his penis for all I care.

4.) I am currently reading "The Power of Now" by Ekhart Tolle. Expect a book review soon.

5.) I just ate Chef Boyardee raviolis, and it's been so long since I've done that. It was delish !

6.) It turns out that I am not the only one moving in my building. I ran into a guy I would have random conversations with that lives three floors below me. I hadn't seen him in months, but we ran into each other in the elevator while we were both hauling our respective shit. He's moving out because he got a new puppy and I'm moving because my roommate is getting married. It's so interesting how life changes so fast. I was in such a different place when I moved in last year.

7.) This year has certainly gotten off to an interesting start. Last year I ventured out of my comfort zone and a lot happened for me. I got hired, I traveled, I made new friends.

However, this year is the year I am dealing with all of the emotional issues I've tried to ignore for years. I decided that I was going to a lot of self-reflecting and deal with the past, and it hopefully get it right this time. And once you open that can, it can whoop your ass.

8.) BONUS: I wish I could write about these issues and my childhood and just how not normal of a childhood I had. Maybe one day.

10 comments:

PorkStar said...

I can't believe that dude texted you. Remember I told you last year about you meeting a dude in 2010? I might have been off by one year. So it is in 2011. By now you don't believe my shit, i know. : (

However, it will be a better year for you to work and overcome these emotional issues.

Riot Kitty said...

Last sentence in #2 - that's a really good point.

I think you should text him back, "Go and catch up with your penis!" Thanks for the fantastic line. I am totally stealing that.

As for childhood stuff...you know, sometimes it is just better not to rehash. For me anyway.

Bev said...

Good for you for moving on, in all ways! I look forward to reading about your journey to get passed your past.

Good luck with the move!

mac said...

Do not pay any attention to the texting guy (number 3). He's an asshole.


I have a few number 8s that I don't imagine I will share with anyone, not in blogyland anyway.

Red Shoes said...

Hey dear... it sounds like you are moving in the right direction...

The texter? Let him go.. based on what you said earlier about him, he isn't a nice guy...

As for everything else, you are right... sometimes we do have to let things go in order to get new things into our lives....

I've read the 'Power of Now'... I need to go back and re-read it... my recollections is that it's a good book...

*huggles*

~shoesies~

* Ashleigh * said...

Let me know if you need help on Tuesday. I have the day off and will be coming over to San Jose to watch the kiddos on Wednesday.

You'll get through your emotional issues and I know this b/c you're determined to work them out and face them head on. :D <3 you

Danielle said...

You have come a long way since last year. I can't wait to hear what you think of that book!

BamaTrav said...

"And my ties I've severed clean, the less I have, the more I gain, off the beaten path I rein."

Fireblossom said...

Good luck with your move!

H said...

You must be done moving now, right.

So post something, I miss you.