I Stole this from Tanya

I stole this from Tanya, here in J Land.

Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since then.   5 YEARS AGO  

How old were you?: 20

What school year were you in?: I just started San Jose State University. 

Where did you work?: Red Lobster

Where did u live?: San Jose

Where did you hang out?: Didn't go out much.

How was your hair style?: Long, blonde 

Did you wear braces?: No  

Did you wear glasses?: Yes  

Who was your best friend?: Christina and Shira

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?: Didn't have one 

Who was your celebrity crush?: I think it was Ricky Martin 

Who was your regular-person crush?: Some Latin guy whose name I don't even remember

How many piercings did you have?: None.

How many tattoos did you have?: None

What was your favorite band? I was listening to Britney Spears and Ricky Martin

What was your biggest fear?: Failing my classes

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: Yes 

Had you gotten drunk or high yet? No

Had you driven yet?: Yes 

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HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!
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CURRENTLY  

How old are you?: 25 

Where do you go to school?: Graduated from SJSU 

Where do you work?: Enterprise

Where do u live?: Santa Clara, CA 

Where do you hang out?: Work, home, a friends house. My local firehouse.

How is your hair style?: Long, brown and wavy

Do you wear braces? No  

Do you wear glasses?: Yes  

Who is your best friend?: Christina and Shira 

Who is your celebrity crush?: Don't really have one

Who is your regular-person crush?: That is my secret. But I do have one.

Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: Don't have one.

How many tattoos do you have? None.

How many piercings do you have?: My belly button, as of today. 

What is your favorite band?: Nirvana 

What is your biggest fear?: Not ever getting out of this rut of a lowpaying job and not ever being able to afford a better place to live.

Have you driven yet?: I sure am a helluva better driver than 5 years ago.

  Repost This And Pass It On And See How Much You've Changed.

Happy New Years !!

Hello there my lovelies,

Just wanted to wish you all a Happy New Years. I hope that 2005 was a wonderful year for you. It was an eye-opening year for me. A lot of changes and a lot of new beginnings. I was in Europe half the year. And when I came back, I kinda started all over again. I bought a new car and got a new job. And now I am looking for a new place to live.

This year was difficult for me. Not horrible, because I know that things coulda been a lot worse. But this year is when I started to wake up. I learned that if I want things to change, that I have to make the changes myself. In Europe I faced a lot of hardships. I had a roommate that was borderline stalker. I moved out and ran into more problems. So I moved out again and had a blast with my gal roommate. I also didn't know if I was going to get EU residency. I kept fighting till the end anyways and exhausted every possibility until the very last day. I didn't get my papers, but I know I did everything I could. I am proud of myself because I worked with what I had and made the best of it.

I also learned that some people that I fully trusted and loved all my life were in fact, not really trustworthy at all. To tell you the truth, it really hurts. How will I ever be able to fully trust someone without question?  But you know what ? I finally found out after all these years. And now I can start the recovery process.

I also learned a lot in the men department. I learned that I am worth a lot more that I have been giving myself credit for. And as a result, if I am not getting treated with respect, I won't make excuses for the guy. I just drop him. I just let it go.

And last but not least, I want to thank God for a clean bill of health this year. I am truly blessed to be healthy. I can deal with almost anything as long as me and my loved ones are healthy. I can't stress enough how lucky I am. I can only hope that 2006 will be a healthy year too.

Today is the last day of 2005 so I wanted to do something interesting. So I got my navel pierced. I really wanted to do it while I was abroad in Spain, but I never got around to it. I have been putting it off for so long. Plus, navel piercings take 6 months to a year to fully heal, so I was also a little nervous.

So after work today, I just waltzed on over to the studio and got it done. I was tired of putting it off. Lemme tell you that it DOES hurt. They smiled and told me it "hurts just a little." That is such horse shit. Not only did I fully feel that needle, but I also felt like someone was taking my skin and twisting it around until I screamed "MERCY".

But after all was said and done, it looks pretty good. It's gonna be a nice addition to my dance routines.

Anyways, Happy New Years to y'all !

Happy Anniversary to Me :)

Hello Everyone,

Today is my 2nd anniversary for being in J-Land. I have been blogging for 2 years now ! When I started this, I never thought that I would keep posting for this long. I have come a long way. When I started I was finishing my last semester in school and preparing for my trip to Barcelona. Now school is over, I am home and I have started my career.

Thank you to all of my readers. And Happy New Year to you :)

Happy Holidays :)

Hello Everyone,

I had a lovely Christmas with my family. I went up north to see my grandparents and my dad and his new girlfriend. I haven't met her before. I wasn't sure if I was going to like her or not. But I really do like her. She is a nice, classy, beautiful lady.

I ate lots of food. My grandma makes the best chicken ever. It was so good. I had peppermint ice cream for desert. Yummy. Then we all got together and opened presents. I played Santa Claus and handed out all the gifts to everyone.

I got some cool gifts this year. I got lotsa chocolate :) My dad gave me a bellydance CD and a cool coin belt among other things. My grandma also gave me a nice business suit. Normally I don't like the clothes that people buy me, but my grandma did a wonderful job with the suit she bought me. I am gonna wear it tommorow.

I got to spend some quality time with my dad and his new girlfriend. It was nice. I haven't seen him for almost two years. We went out to town and looked at some shops and to lunch. We talked a lot and caught up.

Anywho, I am gonna sign off now and get ready for work tommorow. Nite Nite.

 

Scatterbrained Thoughts

Hello there my lovelies,

I am so tired right now, but I need to get off my butt because I have a little party to go to. I also still have to wrap my gifts and pack my bags for tommorow cuz I need to leave early tommorow morning.

Today at work my boss gave us all Sees Chocolates. That was sweet. I ate too many of those. Speaking of which, my new boss is a real cutie. Too bad I am gonna transfer back out again in a week.

I am tired right now. Can you tell ? My thoughts are kinda scattered.

Anywho, Happy Holidays everyone :)

 

Scattered Thoughts

Hello there my lovelies,

Not much to write today. I am tired and feeling very lazy. I will be going up north again this weekend to visit my grandparents for Christmas. And I will get to see my dad again. I haven't seen him in two years.

I got a nice gift from my dance teacher. Little candles to dance with. You hold them in your hand and swirl them around. Very nice.

I also went to the mall today. Now I remember clearly why I don't want children. They cry, ball and scream when they don't get their way. Parking was also complete hell. I was so relieved to finally get out.

It was also a very rainy day. I love sunshine, so I can't wait for the nice, peaceful weather to come around. I think it should be better again tommorow.

Well, thats all for now folks. Ciao.

Would you like a nice side of bronchitis with that?

Hello there my lovelies,

I missed another day of work today with the nice cough I've been having and my mother was right. I have bronchitis. So now I am on antibiotics. At least I now know what I have. Hey, does anyone out there want a kiss ?

I'm sure my boss hates my guts right now after calling in this morning. Especially since this week is one of the busiest weeks in the year. Everyone and their mother wants a minivan or SUV. Not to mention all the customers from the body shops.

But ya know what? I wouldn't have been very useful at work anyways had I showed up. So I did everyone a favor and stayed home. But I do have a doctors note to bring tommorow to prove that I really was sick. I don't call in sick unless I really am. I am a real bad liar.

Anyways, thats all for now. Ciao. :)

 

Just Rambling

Hello there my lovelies,

Today I went on the most boring date. Sorry if the guy ever finds out that I said this, but whatever. I am willing to take that risk. Not really his fault. There was absolutely NO chemistry whatsoever. Not only that but there were many moments of silence. And I also had to initiate a lot of conversation. Never have I looked forward to going home so soon. So very awkward.

My love life is horrible. It is full of men that are really nice and outgoing to me at first, but end up being emotionally unavailable a couple of weeks later and disappear. Its also full of men that I have no chemistry with. Once in a blue moon I meet a guy thats a complete jerk. At least I have had a few really good dates in between. At least not all is lost.

I can't complain anymore. This is something I've accepted and I am willing to live the rest of my life like this. Because I keep going out with the best of intentions. And I keep my head up and hope that I'll meet someone that I at least click with. I am not even really looking for a relationship right now. Just a good person that I click with. And it hasn't happened. And it may never will. And I realized that after today I would be okay with that because I know how to take care of myself. And besides, I have wasted enough time wondering.

I know that its just not the right time for me right now. Thats obvious because I am always met with bad luck. Who knows what the man up above has in store for me. I wish I knew.

My life is in transition and I am very confused. Sometimes I feel like I may never get it together. It is so hard to earn a decent living. I can can't even afford my own room. I SO miss having my own place with my own large bed. My job pays so little. I work my ass off and make no commissions on what I sell. Not to mention that I have to clean cars in my business suit and high heels. A lot of my paycheck goes to my student loans and other bills and my 401K. I am saving up for retirement but I really could use all that money right now.

I don't know if it will get any better.

I am gonna go now. This is not a pity party and I am not looking for charity here. I honestly just don't know where my life is headed. And I just needed to express my frustrations. Once in a while I just wanna break down and lose my shit. But I know there are a lot of people in my situation too, so I know I am not alone.

Byefor now.

Daydreaming

http://videos.tf1.fr/video/musique/clips/clips_scorpio/0,,3242329-e3BsYXllciBxdWFsaXR5IFVOVl9JRH0gezIwMiAyMDEgMX0=,00.html

Hello All,

Check out the about link. That's a music video that I used to watch all the time while I was in Barcelona. And it just brought back tons of memories.

Like memories I had of all my hopes and dreams for myself while I was there. Memories of me taking little weekend trips by myself.

Or memories of me just daydreaming about other European countries I could visit over the weekend. Unfotunately that never happened because I was too broke.

And last but not least, memories of all the times I was fed up and wanted to come to the US so bad. Memories of me feeling helpless in a foreign country, looking out from my balcony or crying in my bed.

The truth is that I kinda miss those feelings. Of course homesickness is hard. Don't get me wrong, I don't like being miserable. But at the same time, while I was traveling I felt like I was accomplishing something. I was becoming a stronger person for having to solve all my problems in a foreign country all on my own. Not to mention that I was really improving my Spanish speaking skills.

I am back home now and very happy with the fact that I am legally able to work here, and that I am a citizen here and speak the language. I am back in my comfort zone. And I won't be going anywhere for a while because my financial situation is a sad case.

But I know I will be traveling again in the future, this time a little wiser the second time around.

So So So So Lazy

Hello All,

I haven't left the house today. I did a few productive things, like a little laundry, wrapping christmas gifts, paying my bills............... But mainly I slept, read and was on My Space. Shoot, I am still in my pajamas. I was so exhausted from the week.

I guess I will get out of the house tommorow. I have dance practice tommorow. Speaking of which, I want to buy a bigger, badder sword to dance with. I also want to get my navel pierced. But I should wait until I get flatter abs for that.

Anyways, enough chit chat for now. I shall post more later. Ciao.

Juvenile Things I did Today

Hello there, my lovelies................

Yes, I am immature and childish. I have a pottymouth, and twisted sense of humor. That is established. I could go on and blame my father for these traits, but I am a big girl now. So I accept responsibility for that. I am sure my old man would appreciate that. Love you, Dad !

With that said, I want to confess to some stuff I did today. I made reservations on my company's website using dirty names. Either that or I made reservations under my coworkers names and numbers. I know my old boss will have his panties in a twist over that. I remember his reaction when the guys at another branch did it to him. Priceless. So I think he will be expecting Mr. Long Dong when the branch first opens. Oh, did I mention that we recently had a guy named Mr. Will Swallow walk in my new branch ? You can never really tell anymore.

Due to the holidays, I have been eating a little more junk than normal. I have increased my ASSets, if ya know what I mean. And I wore a long, tight skirt to work today, so I am sure it was obvious. Anyways, my coworker and I had to drop off some vans at SJSU and then we waited to get picked up outside.

I was talking to my coworker, so my back was facing the street where there was a steady stream of cars passing by. So while my back was facing the street, my coworker decided to keep count of how many people stared at my ass as they drove by. Well, out off a stream of 10 cars, 9 stared. A couple of ppl honked. One barked, and a few drove around the corner to have another look. There were more cars, and many looked. My coworker told me that an old lady stared. That was come cheap entertainment to keep me occupied until our ride came.

On another note (if you're still reading) I scored a 95.7% on my huge work exam I took last week with about 330 questions. That exam took me 3 hrs to finish. My district manager gave me a $300 gift card to Target for temporarily moving out of my area as well as passing my exam.

Well, thats enough useless information for you to know about me for now. I shall update later.

Ciao Ciao.

Pictures and Updates

Hello there my lovelies,

Lately, my AOL software completely shutdown so I have been having problems posting pictures. I finally deleted the AOL stuff and downloaded new AOL software, so I am good to go again.

Anyways, here are some pics of my party. The first few pics are of San Francisco as we were driving into the city. We did manage to get ourselves very lost. Once we got to the room we chilled out and relaxed a little bit before getting dressed and going downstairs. We watched Elimidate, which is one of my favorite shows.

The party was nice. Lots of food and dessert and dancing. I got a little drunk early on, but sobered up later. It was so funny seeing higher management drunk. The room was also very nice, especially after dark. I had a very nice view of the city.

I did post a pic of my date and I. I invited him out and paid for everything. It was wierd, since usually I am the one that likes to get asked. When my coworkers found out I went and asked him to be my date, they thought I was gutsy. I really don't know if it was or not, but I really wanted to go to the party with someone. And I did. For a moment, I put my pride aside and asked. Although it was a good experience for me, I won't be doing this again.

There was about 1,000 people attending the party. I didn't even know half the people there. I was surrounded by so many people, but felt really lonely. Has that ever happened to you ? Happens to me all the time when I am surrounded by many people that I don't know.

As you know from my last journal entry I was transferred to another branch. Well, as of Tuesday this week I was transferred yet AGAIN. And this time I was transferred to a new district so I temporarily have a new district manager. Around New Years I should be transferred back into my old district. I know, it's almost confusing.

I feel like I am starting all over. It's so wierd because each branch runs its business differently so although I am familiar with all the procedures, butI have to get used to my new boss, coworkers, and how far they bend the rules. ALL over again.

Anyways, that's all for now. Ciao.

 

My Holiday Party

Hello All,

Yesterday I had my annual holiday party at hotel Nikko. I have been trying to post the pictures, but AOL has been giving me hell. I wore a red, satin dress with gloves. There were so many people at the party. There was food, alcohol and dancing. The food was good, and the deserts were even better.

I had a good time, and I stayed overnight at the hotel. It was a nice room, too with a gorgeous view of the city.

Now I am back at home and still tired. I have to wake up early tommorow to go to work. I am not looking forward to that, especially since I don't even really like the new branch I am transferred to.

Anyways, time for bed. I will try and post the pics later. Ciao.

Latest

Hello there my lovelies,

A few things have happened since my last update.

For starters, my area manager transferred me to a bigger branch. It's a bigger branch, it opens earlier than my last, and it is farther away. So I have to get up about an hr earlier every day, which kinda blows.

I also finally took my 3 hr exam for work that I have been studying for like crazy for the past week. I think I did pretty well.

I have also had some unwelcome visitors in my room for the past couple of days: ants. Since it's cold and I've left out a tea cup before with nothing happening, I never guessed that I would have a nice trail of ants next to my bed 2 days ago. Those little fuckers are relentless.

I have more to post, but I am tired and have lots to do tommorow so I will post later. Have a wonderful weekend. Ciao.

I am very tired and lazy right now. I have an exam to take at work tommorow. I also need a damn shower,lol.

Nothing special to write today, sorry to be such a buzzkill.

I Have Quiz Fever

On or Off?

On or Off?

LADIES: Turned ON or OFF or DM [don't mind] when a guy:

Rides a skateboard: DM

Dresses like a surfer bum: OFF            

Dresses in all black: DM

Plays a musical instrument: Very ON 

Is shorter than you: OFF

Is taller than you: ON! HELLA ON!

has chapped lips: OFF

Has green eyes: DM

Has blue eyes: DM

Has brown eyes: ON!

Drinks alcohol: OFF

Smokes cigarettes: OFF. Kissing a smoker is like licking an ashtray 

Smokes pot: OFF. That shit smells like ass

has brown hair: ON

Has Black hair: ON

Has blonde hair: OFF                                                                         

Has red hair: OFF

Wears tight pants: OFF. Makes me think he doesn't like women

Dresses like prep: ON

Plays a sport:ON                                                                                               

Has an accent: ON

Can pick you up:ON !!                                                                            

Works out: Definitely an ON !!                                                          

Smiles a lot: ON, HELLA ON

Calls you just to say hi: ON

Is a deep thinker: ON

Lets you know whats on his mind: ON

Has facial hair: DM

wears eyeliner: Eww, OFF

eye brow piercing: OOOOFFFFFF!!!

Has Tattoos: OFF

My Space Is Addictive

Hello there my lovelies,

Yes, I have a My Space. And yes it is addicting. I am starting to make more and more blog entries there too. I am finding people there from my past who I woulda never run into otherwise. Old coworkers, classmates, people from Europe.

I have been sick in bed all morning. I am gonna get up and go to work. I missed a half day already, which really blows because that cuts into my overtime. But at least I am still making something. This month is really difficult because I am making less, but have more expenses.

I was up all night coughing up a lung. I almost pulled a groin muscle from coughing to hard. Explain that one to me. I also almost puked. So this morning I called my manager and asked him to let me sleep a few more hours. And I feel a hell of a lot better.

I am working at another branch for the next few days. I was supposed to go in early today, but I guess that didn't work out too well.

Anywho, I better get dressed for work now. Ciao Ciao.

Are My AOL Alerts Working ?

Hello All,

And the answer is YES ! My AOL alerts are indeed working. It's just that no really leaves me comments anymore. Oh well.

AOL has decided that I need to provide current payment information. I guess I should pay the bastards, especially since I don't wanna lose my blog. I am still pissed that they have pasted their ads up on our private journal spaces. And they won't back down. Fuckers. By the way, my TWO year anniversary is coming up. I can't believe I have been blogging for two years.

My cough is acting up. I really have to get it under control. If I were older I would've cracked a rib by now.

That is about all for now. I don't really have a whole lot to write for now. I shall update more later.

Ciao.

Dirty Printouts

Hello there my lovelies,

I have been posting way too many things today on my journal. It must be borderline obnoxious.

I have been sick in bed all day. I have to work tommorow so I wanna make sure that I am healthy enough. I can't afford not to make money right now. I have too many damn minimum payments to make.

Yesterday I bought my boss a gift. A book of crossword puzzles. I think he'll like it. Speaking of him, I found some dirty material that he left on the printer. I found it amusing that I caught him redhanded. Here's how it all went down:

I went in that morning to get printouts such as listings for new positions offered within the company, insurance reservations to call in, boring notes of who is getting promoted, yada, yada, yada..........................

And what do I find ? A print out partially titled Dirty Sanchez. I can't remember the rest. If you don't know what a Dirty Sanchez is, I dare you to google it. And while you're there, look up Dutch Oven.

 Anyways, it was a list of the terms of all the nasty, kinky ways to have sex. And it was pretty fricking nasty if you ask me. I consider myself to be pretty twisted, so if I thought it was nasty, then it was N A S T Y.

So I take the printout and tell my boss what I found with a smirk on my face. It was so funny to see his reaction. He bowed is head down in shame and tried to convince me that his friend "made him" print it, and that he regretted leaving it there. I told him to shut up because I know darn well, that he willingly printed it and liked it.

So I tell another coworker about it and have a laugh. But of course my coworker got back to him and laughed at him.

Needless to say, my boss was pissed at me. He yelled at me for telling someone else. I let him yell, but I shoulda reminded him that I wasn't the dipstick for leaving a dirty printout that our AREA MANAGER coulda easily found.

He coulda seriously been disciplined, and is lucky that my area manager didn't find it. He is also lucky that I am not running and bawling to my HR department. But I guess he forgot that part.

Anyways, I better log off and start doing some laundry for the week. I wish y'all a wonderful week ahead.

Ciao.

 

Results for Meaningless Quizzes I took on Blogthings.com to size up my potential

  ***You are a Great Girlfriend*** (I'm not a gf, but I wanted to see if I would make a good one) When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! Are You a Good Girlfriend?
http://ynr.blogthings.com/goodgirlfriendquiz/  

  ***You Have Your PhD in Men*** You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. How Well Do You Understand Men?
http://ynr.blogthings.com/howwelldoyouunderstandmenquiz/    

***Men See You As Choosy*** Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How Do Men See You?
http://ynr.blogthings.com/howdomenseeyouquiz/    

***Guys Like That You're Sensitive*** And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! What Do Guys Like About You?
http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatdoguyslikeaboutyouquiz/   

Well, I gotta say that I scored pretty well on these, and I answered them honestly. But I don't know if I would go as far as saying that I have a PHD in men. Otherwise I would have the gentlemen all banging on my door,lol.   Anyhow, this provided me with a cheap thrill for about 30 minutes. Ladies, please take these quizzes and post them in the comments section. I am dying to know the other results.   Ciao :)      

I Stole this off a friend and made my revisions. This is dedicated to the many good women out there.

-To every girl who is looking for true love.

-To every girl that is herself no matter what. LOL, I am almost to a fault

-To every girl that dresses cute not skanky

-To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. Well, I don't mind being called hot. Being hot is not such a bad thing, you know.

-To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect birthday present for you. Um, I dunno about the whole day. I am pretty resourceful and usually get done faster.

-To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead. Well, this tends to happen to me a lot, but I look at is as a blessing that he didn't choose me.

-To every girl who is nice to everyone no matter who they are. I consider this to be one of my flaws.

-To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. Well, I wouldn't go so far as to die for one. But yes, it would be nice.

-To every girl that wont settle for the jerk.

-To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. More than once wouldn't kill a guy.

-To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. I cry during the day. lol, okay I'm kidding.

-To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. (AMEN!) Woah, no need to elaborate here.

-To every girl that just wants to holds hands. Just hold hands ? Okay, that's kinda boring.

-To every girl that kisses him with meaning.

-To every girl who just wishes he cared.

-To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. I am usually too cold to offer my jacket.

-To every girl who just wants him to call. While we're at it, how about calling when he says he will, not like a week later.

-To every girl who wastes her day waiting by the phone. Sorry, but I don't waste my day by the phone. I have a living to make.

-To every girl that just wants to cuddle.

-To every girl that just wants to sleep (no sex) with him. I am sorry, but I don't see men doing this anything soon,lol.

-To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again because she has been hurt so many times.

-To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.

-To every girl that thought maybe this could be the one.

-To every girl that believes in her dreams.

-To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve them.

-To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually does think it is funny. I AM this girl !!

-To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way. Unfortunately, there are many. And this is whom I dedicate this entry to.


--*To every girl that gave her heart only to have it shoved back in her face. Luckily I never really gave my heart away.


This one is for you.



-----If you are a nice girl repost this: Title; "nice girls finish last"

-----If you are a guy that thinks every girl should try to encompass even a few of these things.....repost it with the title "I am looking for this girl

Saturday Update

Hello All,

Today I worked and like always, I was busy. But I got through it all right and people were nice to me. I had 3 reservations, a walk in and NO cars on my lot. Every freakin' Saturday, I end up renting between 4-6 cars. And when my boss works, I find out that he rents like 1 car. Explain that to me.

I am still sick and my stomach is weak. I feel like I can almost barf on command.  I need to get better.

I also bought red satin gloves and a red purse to match my red, satin dress. I have to say that I look good in it. I am a little slimmer because I haven't been eating much lately due to feeling sick. I hope I can keep this shape till Saturday.

I have a date for my party, and and he better show up and not come up with a last minute excuse. I asked him because I thought he was really cool. But, if he does, I have other people to call. I mean, a girl's gotta have her ass covered, so to speak. And I am no fool. I am sure you'll hear from me either way.

Well, enough for now. I am gonna go and stock up on soups and medicines. Ciao. Ciao.

 

 

Scattered Thoughts

Hello There my lovelies,

Today I spent the entire day in bed, mostly knocked out on cold medicine. I have a nasty cough that acts up at night. My holiday party is next weekend so I have to make sure that I am better by then.

I went out last night to a trendy lounge with my friend. I was coughing a lot. I felt bad and the other guys there felt bad for me. Oh well. But I did have fun catching up with her. While I was there I ran into a friend who I haven't seen for a couple of years, and who I often wondered about. Has that ever happened to you ? Well, it was nice to see her and we exchanged numbers.

While I was there minding my own business some wierd looking guy in a leather jacket just sits himself next to me and my friend and decides to invite himself into our conversation and shoot lame pickup lines at us. We ignored him for the longest time but he still persisted. I even politely told him "no, sorry" when he asked me out to dinner. He told me: " I am just out of a relationship and I want to date again. I guarantee that you'll have a good time with me. Well, not like that, but you'll have fun. I am gonna leave you my number." Finally after a good 10-15 minutes he left after he told me "you don't know what you're missing." I was so happy after he left.

Today when I wasn't knocked out, I messaged a friend I haven't talked to in ages. He's in a relationship and miserable, so I gave him some advise. And I shocked myself, because the advise I gave was actually pretty damn good, considering that I have been unlucky lately.

Anyways, I think this will do for now. I can barely keep my thoughts straight. I will update more later. Ciao.

I am now 25

Hello All,

My birthday was simply wonderful. First of all the sun was out and shining which made me happy. Also, my parents, friends and people at work kept calling me throughout the day to wish me a happy birthday. I also got a little carrot cake. After I came home from work I went out to dinner with a boy who gave me chocolates and a stuffed animal. Those chocolates were off the chain !

Now I am home, its late and I have to get up early. I am gonna try and go out tommorow night with some gal friends. I haven't seen them in a long time.

I wanna thank everyone for the comments and cards. Birthdays only come once a year, so I am happy this one turned out nicely.

Okay, time for me to get my ass to bed now. Long day tommorow. Luckily pay day is only two days away.

Ciao.