Monday, February 15, 2010

I miss her

Hello My Little Buttercream Frosted Cakes,

So I am listening to a band call Modern Talking, which was popular in Austria while I was living with my Oma about ten years ago. I heard it again at the club over the weekend and it brought back memories. Especially since the crowed dressed like they were back in the 80's and 90's. I miss Europe and I miss my family over there. It was like I was there yesterday, and sometimes I wish I could go back and relive it.

I had a nice weekend. I went out with friends, and pretty much slept all day on Sunday and I did eat a lot. I still have fettucini leftovers. I went to a local restaurant to stuff my face and watch the Olympic figure skaters. I was mesmerized, it is my favorite sport to watch. But I can't lie, I did feel a little lonely. I can't wait until my friend from NY comes over and we can be tourist whores here in San Francisco.

But I did have an unexpected visit last night. My Oma appeared in my dreams. She looked a lot younger,  and had a glow about her. I was sitting at a table and she wrote me a card for Valentine's and gave me money. I was so happy. I asked her for a hug, and she came over and I hugged her for a while. In my other dreams I've had with her, I didn't feel like I missed her, because I felt like I just saw her yesterday in my dreams.

In this dream I had last night, I really missed her, and did feel like it has been a while. Which is kind of sad. I don't want to know she is gone while I am sleeping.

I was kinda miffed because as we were hugging, my alarm rang and I had to get up to get my ass handed to me in my workout class.

Okay, that is all for now. Time for some coffee !

14 comments:

Tee aka The Diva's Thoughts said...

My father came to me in a dream right after his death many years ago and it actually gave me great peace as I was really worried about him.

JStar said...

I am a true believer that our loved ones who have passed communicate with us and send messages through our dreams....I have had dreams about my brother for 13 years now...They are fewer and farther between now but I do still get them...

dadshouse said...

What a great dream! Sounds like just what you needed.

I had an ex-gf visit me in dream land last week. I emailed her and she called me back and we got caught up. We hadn't talked for a year.

Loving Annie said...

Your masthead picture is VERY pretty!

I'm glad your Oma came to you in a dream. I believe those things are true, and Spirit communicates through our Souls that way.

The Pipster said...

I agree with JStar and dadshouse. Dreams are mysterious aren't they?!

Sweet-Britches said...

I hate that your alarm interrupted the moment.

:o(

Ily said...

I've felt the sadness you described after waking from a vivid dream about someone I love and never want to lose. It stayed with me for days. Hope the coffee helped.

Sweet dreams, Chica. :)

Danielle said...

I wish that my grandma would come to me in my dreams!

Red Shoes said...

How interesting... I love your city... San Francisco... my best dream involving my Dad occurred in "San Francisco"... I agree with what Tee and JStar said... They do come to see us!!

I hope my Mom and Dad come to see me soon... I would love to see them...

BTW... Beautiful photos...

~shoes~

Paul Nichols said...

Your new photo up there is really nice. It has some class about it. I'm wondering what you're thinking. You're quite pretty, you know.

Oh, I posted a few new pics on My Hats Blog.
http://peoplewhowearhats.blogspot.com/

...and may all your dreams come true.

Jimmy's Journal said...

I like your new picture! A belated Happy Valentine's Day to you.

Jimmy

Irredento Urbanita said...

Have you been in Austria too? I loved Vienna, I visited some friends there and enjoyed the city.

Regards from Barcelona for you Señorita hehehe

Valery

* Ashleigh * said...

That was a bittersweet dream but mainly sweet. I know how much you miss and love your Oma.

You two are going up to SF again? I thought you were going to be staying in the SJ area?

deine Mutter said...

I am glad she came to see you and hug you, she always had that very special place in her heart for you. She saw you first when you were 3 weeks old, in Provo, Utah, and Opa was there too. You were their first grandchild, and they LOVED being grandparents!
Thanks for sharing! I really love reading your blogs....
Miss you!