Today is just one of those days where I wish I could just call up one of my girlfriends and talk. Someone in my position or one of my guy friends who can just lay it to me straight.
I went out on a date last night. I also went out with this guy last weekend at the concert. Last weekend I had such a blast and was thinking about it all week. Yesterday just sucked. This guy did a 180. Last weekend he was the perfect gentleman and just loaded me up with compliments. Yesterday he was grouchy and tired and I don't even think I got one good compliment. I don't even think he really wanted to be there, despite him calling me up and inviting me. In fact, he was giving me subtle clues to leave, so that I would leave and he wouldn't look like such a jerk.
I am happy that I found out soon. Because although I am disapointed, I am not just gonna let myself get treated this way. So after I got home I erased his number. I would rather spend my free time by myself.
I am not happy that almost every guy I meet ends up like this. That leads me to believe that I am doing something wrong. And I just want to know what it is so I stop wasting so much time.
Anyways, I usually don't make entries like this, but today I am. I don't care how dumb it makes me look that I am just putting this out there.