Tuesday, January 3, 2006

Tired after a long day

Hello All,

I am a My Space Addict. I admit it. It is temporarily shut down to fix some problems. And I can't log on. It sucks. Oh well, guess I'm just gonna hafta wait a while.

I had dance practice today. I recently joined a troupe and we are practicing for our upcoming performance in March. We all came together today and worked on our routine and so far so good. My part in the routine is to dance with the sword and moved around on the floor. I am getting better, and that makes me happy.

I am also working on the bellyroll since I really never learned the proper way to do it. It's wierd, because I am asking my body to do something it doesn't know how. So I have to keep asking my stomach to move that way. And after enough attempting, I will finally be able to do it. I keep practicing a few minutes a day. That's how bellydance works. You have to keep practicing and training your body how to move a certain way.

I am very confused with my life right now. I don't know where I fit in at all.  Everything, and I mean, EVERYTHING is up in the air right now. I feel like I have no control whatsoever of myself anymore. From my job to living situation to my friends to my family. I can't even describe it. I just wonder when things will all start to fall into place.

Anyways, I am gonna log off for now. Ciao.

3 comments:

happinessdreams said...

yea myspace is addicting. its cool that you joined a dance troupe. good luck. I am sure you will do great. They do say that practice makes perfect. I know that feeling about things being up in the air. the answers will come to you.
elisa

jcrazytrain said...

OMG me too but you never comment me no more:o( I changed it a lil take a look :o) xoxox D

kdwsunshine said...

I am a myspace addict too...lol!

I don't think that I fit in anywhere either.

hugs,
Kathi