Sunday, April 30, 2006

Immigrant Protests

Hello there again,

Immigration is such a hot issue right now. There have been protests in the street. And tommorow people will protest and not show up to work tommorow as well as not spend any money.

First of all, I agree with people protesting in the street. It is their right. But I disagree how some of them protest. For those Mexican immigrants that want to be treated equally as American citizens, I disagree with them protesting only in Spanish with just the Mexican flag. For them to get their point across more effectively, I think they should protest in Spanish AND English with the Mexican AND American flag. Or just in English with the American flag. Shoot, when I went to Spain, people gave me dirty looks when I spoke English. While I was in Spain and trying to get residency papers, I would have been laughed at if I made demands in English.

People that want to immigrate here should convince the govt that they want to be a part of the United States. Protesting in Spanish with the Mexican flag sets them apart. That's why they are protesting in the first place: they are set apart as illegals that can't be assimilated into American society. Protesting in English and holding the American flag will send a message that they want to be a part of the United States and are willing to make the efforts to do so.

I also disagree with the protests tommorow. Illegal immigrants walking out of their jobs may hurt the economy for a day. But it will hurt them more. Seriously, they may walk out of their jobs for a day, but they're gonna have to come back the next day to earn a living. The only way this would really scar our ecomony is for they to go back to their countries. And that is not going to happen. People will always immigrate here.

Anyways, that's my two cents.

 

No more cake decorating........ for now.

Hello there my lovelies,

Well, today was supposed to be my last cake decorating class. I even frosted my cake and baked another one. But I ended up ditching the class. I guess I just didn't feel like working hard for another 2 hours only to have to come home and clean the utensils. Besides, I really don't have anyone to bake for. I tried sharing my last cake with my coworkers but they complained that the frosting was too sweet.

So I am just gonna put this hobby on hold for a while. It's kinda funny because I spent a lot of money on the supplies. But the good news is that the supplies will last for years. Not only is cake decorating time consuming, but I also need time to practice and I don't have a lot of free time for that. The weather outside is beautiful and I would rather spend my extra time enjoying the weather and relaxing instead of stressing out over frosting.

Plus, I ate my own cakes. They were so good !! And my thighs got a little bigger. I think that I should use that time instead to exercise. Besides, I am paying the monthly fee at the gym. I think I should use it more.

Bellydance is my first love. Plus I was starting to volunteer and that was and still is important to me. I wanna focus on that too.

I guess cakes will just have to wait.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Hello there my lovelies,

I gotta say that I absolutely love the sunny weather. It's wonderful to see the sun out with no big, grey clouds looming over.

I have written entries before about the guy that I have been seeing. For the sake of this journal I'll just call him Chad. We aren't seeing each other anymore.

He is going through a rough time and needs to take care of his issues so I let him go so to speak. I was tired of calling him and getting his voicemail. I was tired of him not returning my calls, so I finally confronted him and told him how I felt and told him he should have his space. In a nutshell he also agreed and we ended this on the phone.

I really did like the guy and I still do. Though my friends tell me they think he's really married and he's hiding something from me, I know he's not married. And if he's hiding something, it's really no longer my concern anymore.

I miss him, but I am happy with the way things turned out. He told me that he wanted to get through his shit first and then come back to me. He said a lot of nice things about me and told me that he thinks I am special and that he wants a chance with me after he takes care of what he needs to do.

Do I really believe that he's hiding anything ? No. Do I believe that he's gonna come back to see me ? I really can't say. It would be so naive of me to fully believe it. I would still like to see him, but I am not waiting by the phone.

I am not out there looking for another guy. I am trying to get my life together. I am going through a lot of changes right now and need to focus on myself. I am overwhelmed as it is. I didn't even have time for a guy when I was dating him.

On the other hand I am not just gonna sit there and wait for him to come back. I remember how awful I felt when I called his cell over and over and only got his voicemail.

Anyways, I'm sure I'll find out sooner or later.

 

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

My Nice Weekend.

Hello there my lovelies,

Wow, I haven't updated in a while. I have had a lot going on. I am exhausted to say the least. I feel like I am always doing something. I can't wait for next weekend.

Over the weekend I got a visit from one of my J-land friends. All the way from New York. It was overwhelming to meet him in person because I have never really met anyone from the internet before but the weekend was very nice.

For starters I rented one of our luxury cars, the Infinity G35. Fuck Mercedes. Although I do like the brand, they are overrated and everyone has one. The infinity has more power and it is a smooth ride. I was in love.

Anyways, I took him to the Winchester Mystery House and we took lotsa pictures. I love that house. It's still pretty original which I like. I don't like seeing remodeled houses or replicas. And the Winchester House is original. It was interesting to see how Sarah Winchester lived. She was a nutcase, but I still liked her. In fact, I felt like I understood her. But then again, I am an oddball.

The next day we had a huge breakfast and then we drove to Monterey. I let him have fun with the car while I fell into a deep sleep. We walked around some shops and I got an aqua massage. Then we went to the Monterey Bay Aquarium. I haven't been there in over 10 years. I brought my digital camera and took lots and lots of pictures. And I got some good ones.

Today was his last day here and I had to work. But after work we had dinner in downtown San Jose. I wanted him to experience Downtown San Jose before he went back to NYC.

We had a lot of fun and I was glad he came out. I have been very sad lately so this visit was welcome.

Anyways, I have to finish frosting my cake for our decorating class tommorow.

Nite Nite.

 

 

 

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Hello there my lovelies,

I went to the salon today and got my hair cut and my eyebrows waxed. I gotta say that I look good ;)

On another note, my aunt Flo is in town. And man has it been nasty. I have been taking extra doses of asprin. I have also indulged in lotsa chocolates. A couple of days ago I went home after work and had a nice glass of Baileys before I went to bed. It helped with the pain. But it making me feel lightheaded and happy was the best part.

This has been an interesting week for me to say the least. I won't get into it now. I'm off to bed. Ciao.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Happy Easter

Hello there my lovelies,

Today I had plans to go out and do lots and lots of errands. Instead I opted to stay inside my house all day long. I stayed in bed for a while. Then I cooked and baked. I made jambalaya. I proved my point that I am useless as a cook because I KNOW that jambalaya isn't supposed to taste like how I made it. But, I'm broke and it's edible so I am gonna just deal.

But not all is lost, because I am good at deserts. I baked some cakes for next weekend. I'll make the frosting to decorate it later.

My mom also called me and it was nice to talk to her. She is recovering nicely and that makes me happy.

It was nice being home alone all day. I have a busy week ahead so I really value my peaceful alone time.

Okay, thats all for now.

Ciao.

 

 

Saturday, April 15, 2006

A nicer entry

Hello there again,

I feel better after my last entry. Right now I am watching a black and white film from the 40's/50's era. Seeing the women with the curly hair and soft voices remind me of my grandma. She was one of them back in the day. And when I visited my grandpa in 2002 I saw pictures of my great aunts in the black and white photos in his house. They looked so glamourous. The long eyelashes, full lips and high cheekbones.

In high school I used to fantasize about living in that era all the time. I still kinda do. I love the shoes from that era. The rounded heels with a high arch. I also absolutely adore gloves and wear them with my dresses. People were more polite and used more formalities when they spoke. Plus romance was such a bid deal back then.

Watching those movies make me wonder what like was like for my grandparents. Plus it makes me feel more care free. The black and white in the movies make it seem like life was so simple back then.

Forgive me for such mindless banter, but I am sick of the public.

Hello All,

I worked today. I don't always work on Saturdays, but today was my lucky turn. NOT. For starters the car prep decides he's not gonna show up. Not even a call. Just doesn't show up because he doesn't feel like it. So I had to be the car cleaning wench. And we had some nasty ass filthy cars to clean. People can be such pigs.

We got a complaint letter from the BBB. I had such a good laugh reading it. First of all, the incident didn't happen at my store. It happened at another branch, but the guy filing the complaint was too frickin' lazy to do simple research to find the correct address of the branch. So what does he do ? He just mails it to the wrong branch. Way to get his problem solved in a timely manner.

Second of all, the guy did not have a clue of how to write properly.The guy that helped him was named Brett. But the guy spelled it as "Butt" : "Butt refused to give me an upgrade." or " Butt just gave me the filthiest car" His grammar was also so awful. Whatever. Not my problem.

We closed at 1pm today and at 1:30 this woman that was a total entitlement whore walks in and wants to rent a car. I decided to help her thinking that the whole transaction would be finished in 5 minutes but I was wrong. I didn't get out of there until 2:45. And for the love of God, she had a big fat hickey on her neck in plain sight. What couldn't she just cover that shit up???

She had no reservation and wanted a car. All I had was a truck. And a filthy one at that. But no, she didn't want a truck. I told her that she could drive 5 min to the other branch that has lots more cars, but she refused. I gave her a discount already for the weekend but she just kept beating me up over the price. She kept telling me how well she knows one of my managers. (I know he prolly doesn't remember her) and how he gives her a truck for $20.  She was telling me she could really use a discount (even though I already gave her a really good deal) because she's spending so much money on hotel costs and the theme park tickets. Why doesn't she try and go and haggle with the hotel as well ? Why only beat me up?? I was so tempted to go and tell her to go suck a long one.

"I should ask for a lower price because I come here all the time (she rented twice in the past year) and also because I want a car and you don't have a car, and I also have to wait for you to clean the truck. While I was trying to help her she kept saying. "Oh, you must meet a lot of different people in this business. I bet you have to deal with a lot of rude, demanding people." I wanted to tell her, "Not really, but I do deal with a lot of entitlement whores such as yourself."

What the hell ??? I did her a favor. I helped her after we closed. I shoulda went home. And I had to clean that nasty truck for her fat ass. That truck was gross. I found food everywhere, panties and viagra. Friggin' viagra. I bet there were nasty stains left there. Nasty stains that she's probably sitting on right now as she's driving through the Grape Vine.

I am also hate it when men talk about my lips. Yes, I like my lips and I am proud that they are full. But please don't keep telling me that. It sounds so creepy when an older guy looks at me and says it while I am driving him to our branch. Gives me the willies.

Another thing I don't understand is why customers don't read their contracts. Our contracts have the prices on it. And they still come back and bitch claiming that they didn't know. What is wrong with people ? "You can't expect me to read the contract"

Oh yeah ?? Then why did you sign for it  you jackass? Businesses are run by contracts. That is how it works. Why do people sign for shit when they don't know the basics such as the price ? People can be such morons. Being in a hurry is no excuse.

I swear that my job is the only place where people can wheedle their way out of abiding by the rules of the contract. This shit doesn't fly with contracts for student loans or cars or banks. I would love to see people try and bitch about their interest rates. I explain things clearly to customers and circle the price. And sometimes they still come back and claim I didn't tell them.

I am so sick of how we let people walk all over us. And on Monday morning this will all be repeated.

 

 

Friday, April 14, 2006

My Grandpa Max.

Hello,

Today I heard that my grandpa passed away. He would've been 92 in 10 days. We thought that he was gonna die in January but he lived till yesterday. He was ready to go and just wanted to die peacefully. Yesterday the weather was beautiful, a break in the stormy weather period. I kinda feel like that was a sign.

I think that it was beautiful how things turned out. I got to say my goodbyes to him. And so did the rest of the family. I always think it's a blessing when I have to opportunity to say goodbye. And we had plenty of time.

My grandpa lived a long, full life. I had a rocky relationship with him, but I always respected him. He donated a lot of his time, money and resources to the community. He was an orthodonist, an artist and an intellect. He was probably the oldest student at Long Beach State University and donated a lot of money to the art building, which is named after him. He also loved to travel and even traveled into his late eighties. He always pursued his interests. He was intelligent and charming.

He was my link to my family history. When I was in high school I was interested in his upbringing and he wrote me and sent me letters full of information. He was always willing to talk about his parents and how life was for him growing up. His parents came here through Ellis Island. They were Russian Jews and were tailors in New York. I liked it when he talked about them.

There will be no funeral. He donated his body to science. But there will be a memorial service for him in his town and I think that I am going to go. I remember when I went to our family reunion 5 years ago. My grandpa was the patriarch there. He brought us all together for an evening and we reminisced and I got to meet family I woulda never met otherwise.

And this time I would like to celebrate his life and meet my family.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Hello there my lovelies,

I watched America's Next Top Model with Tyra Banks. I love that woman. And she has her head on straight. She isn't degrading towards the girls that are competing to be the next top model. I like that about her. I also love her new show.

I had a half day at work and spent the other half voluteering. I had to photocopy N-400 forms and prepare people's files so that we can send them to the INS so that these people applying for citizenship can get an appointment to finally become US citizens.

Last weekend I helped people fill out the N-400 (form to apply for citizenship). Some of these people have been here in the states for over 20 years and they're just applying now. Why wouldn't they apply sooner? I don't understand how something like that can be put off for so long. Have the laws changed in their favor ? I don't know.

Anyways, I am done for now. Ciao.

 

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

My thoughts.

Hello there my lovelies,

Over the weekend I decorated my first cake. I still need to download the pics onto my computer. It looked pretty good for being my first cake ever. I thought that as a cake decorator I wouldn't want to eat my own cakes. Boy was I wrong. I ate a lot of my own cake. I didn't realize how much of a sweet tooth I really have. I brought it into work to share and my coworkers had some, but not a lot. Apparently the frosting I made was too sweet. I have to agree with them on that. I used 2 cups of crisco and 2 lbs of powdered sugar. But who cares. At least it looked good. I can always use less sugar in the future.

When I went into class we all had to bring a baked cake and frosting I made. It was funny seeing what the other girls brought. One girl kinda burned her cake. And the other girl made her frosting all wrong. It looked like tapioca pudding. I did a good job with the cake and frosting. However I had a hard time spreading it all over the cake without getting crumbs in the frosting. I also had a little trouble decorating with the icing. But I know that with practice I will get better.

Today I had training at work all day. We went over typical rental procedures and it was interesting for the most part. I have to study for the major exam so that I can get promoted. I am getting more qualified and I feel less stressed about studying because I finally got some good study material.

I am still having guy issues. I really haven't expressed to the guy yet because I am not sure how to go about it. Plus he is going thru a really difficult time right now and I am just giving him a little space. But I won't be making excuses for much longer.

He says one thing and acts different. We haven't gone out in such a long time. And though he calls me once in a while to talk and keep me posted, he still hasn't asked when we will go out. There is still a lot of him that is a mystery.

Although I know he means well, I still feel jerked around and I am so irritated right now. If I were to cut him off right now, I would feel really sad. Because I really do like him and I wish that he could see that. But in the end, I would probably feel better about myself. Better about myself that I am sticking to my values and getting the respect I deserve. Right now I feel more rejected than anything and I am really not that hard to please. I really like him. And the sad thing is that he probably thinks that I don't even notice these things.

I don't want to come across as the nagging type of girl so I am giving him a lot of space. I don't know how to really express myself without coming across as demanding or nagging. I guess this is what happens for never being in a real relationship. I still have lots to learn. We haven't gone out for very long and we haven't even gotten that serious. Who knows ? He may not even be that serious about me. I am giving him a few weeks to see if he'll change like he said he would. My guess is that he won't but whatever. I have a few weeks.

I really need to express these thoughts like I am right now more for myself than anything. I don't feel like talking to others about it anymore. It's getting old and I have other things to talk about anyways. I need to see my thoughts and go back and reread them later. Plus he actually can read this blog too. So if he wants to know how I am feeling, then he can find out for himself. But he hasn't lately. That is also a clue to me.

Anyways, I have a meeting to go to. It is gonna be so boring.

Sunday, April 9, 2006

Men.

Hello there everyone,

Today is another hard day for me. I wanna lie around and sulk all day but I have so many things to do. My room is a mess, my bills need to be paid, I have dance as well as my cake decorating class. I feel kinda disorganized right now. I really just need to get a grip. I thought keeping myself busy would make me forget about the other stuff. It did for a little bit, but it always comes back to haunt you.

I've been thinking a lot lately about my relationship situation. I have always been unlucky. Either I have liked someone and they didn't like me back or vice versa. Or the person is always "too busy". Or the other guy is usually emotionally unavailable and doesn't wanna share stuff with me. Or we're both too busy. Or it's the wrong time. Or the guy likes me, but unknowingly I seem distant and push him away. It's always something.

I am an indepenedent woman. I know I can live my life without a guy's help, and if I am single for the rest of my life I can live. But I am not looking for help. I just would like a loving relationship. And I am not out there searching for guys, and I am not expecting anything to come fast. I hate having to admit that I want a loving relationship with a man. Admiting stuff like that when I was growing up really wasn't encouraged. Plus most men my age are terrified of commitment. They wanna play the field. And I am not a play the field type of girl.

 I have never been able to even come close to experiencing love. Somehow with every guy I go out with I feel even more alienated than when I am alone. It's always something. He won't show me his house. He won't call me when he's traveling. He only texts me during the week. He won't call asking when we'll go out again. It's always on his terms. It's always something. And I am so tired of it.

Maybe I am not being clear to guys about what I want. Maybe I am not letting him know that I am a serious girl and that I wanna take things slow and let them develop into more serious things. And maybe I am not valuing myself as much as I should be. I really think that I have a lot to offer a guy. I have upheld a lot of my values, and I have a lot of things I am pursuing right now.

I am so glad I have dance. It makes me feel beautiful and after I am done practicing I realize that I have my own approval and don't need that of a man.

So, I am done for now. I will probably come back later. I have a lot on my mind right now.

Ciao.

Saturday, April 8, 2006

Cakes, Men and Puppies

Hello All,

I am watching Crazy/Beautiful right now on TV. Jay Hernandez is so hot. I remember when I first saw it in the movies. He had me drooling. Kirstin Dunst's character had him going crazy for her. He skipped school, walked out in the middle of a midterm and pretty much f'ed up his only chance at his future. Just for her. Hell sometimes I can't even get a man to call me, lol.

I have my cake decorating class tommorow. I made the cake and the frosting last night. I ate some of the mix. After I blended the cake mix I couldn't help myself. It was fluffy and really good. I had to make two cakes because I undercooked the first cake and it fell apart. It was kinda funny. It just crumbled. But eventually it all worked out. Tommorow I will decorate the cake that I made in class with the frosting I made.

I made the frosting. I used 2 cups of crisco and 2 whole pounds of powdered sugar. Oh, that and some meringue powder and artificial butter flavoring. I realized how unhealty cake is while I was mixing all the stuff. Yet I still gobble it up. Now that is true cake love.

This weekend the shock of everything is beginning to wear off and I am starting to feel the sadness. I cried a lot today. It just hurts, and I feel so isolated. I called the guy I've been seeing lately. His phone was off. He told me to call him later. I really needed to talk to him. The one time I try to reach out he's unavailable. Unavailable all day. And he didn't tell me beforehand. So I called him over and over and felt like a complete idiot for doing so.

 I really like him alot. I feel like we have a lot in common and find him interesting. Most men that I talk to are boring or just want a piece of ass. This guy isn't like that. But I don't know if he really likes me back. He tells me he does, and we always have a blast when we go out. But sometimes words aren't good enough. I mean, what about when we are apart ? We're both really busy and don't see each other for weeks at a time. And he really doesn't talk to me much or ask when he'll see me again. I'm doing all the texting. It's like I am playing the guessing game of if I am gonna hear from him again. I'm gonna see how much longer this continues before I write the whole thing off as me being young, naive and stupid. It would really make me sad if it came to that because I like the guy a lot. But I am getting sick of feeling rejected. But considering how awful my week has been I think I would get over it.

What I really wish I had was a cute, affectionate, attention-starved puppy that needs constant attention. I wish I had a dog that would sit and look at me with those puppy dog eyes and whine and snuggle up to me. Because I am affectionate and need love too. I wouldn't have to worry about doing anything wrong, nor would I have to be waiting for phone calls. Nor would I worry about coming across as too desperate. And that dog would love me unconditionally. And I would do the same. I know there would be a lot of doggy mess to clean up and a lot of responsibility, but it would still be worth it for me.

My friend from New York is coming to visit me in a couple of weeks for the weekend and to get a tour of California. I am looking forward to it because I am gonna show him places I've never even been to so it will be like a new experience for the both of us.

Anyways, I'm gonna end this entry here. I know I've just about spilled my guts and then some.

Ciao Ciao.

My mother

Hello all,

A couple of days ago my mom went to the hospital. I don't wanna get into it here because I don't think she would want me to publicly post it. But I can say that it was very serious and she had to go to the emergency room. My mother is still young. I never thought this day would come. It's been two days and I still haven't been able to talk to her and tell her I love her. She's out of state so I have to rely on others to hear how she's doing. Luckily she's been released and she's resting. I'll try and talk to her tommorow. At least she's being taken care of.

 

 

 

Wednesday, April 5, 2006

Hello everyone,

It was finally nice to see the sun today. It really helped with my mood. I've been having a rough week. I also bought a lot of my cake decorating supplies for my new class. After I am done with this entry I have to do a little more shopping for the rest of the stuff. I also gotta bake a cake good enough to decorate by Sunday. I can't wait to decorate my first cake.

Yesterday I also took my first lesson with my new dance teacher. She is very pretty and very good at the moves. Her class was a little workout. I am looking forward to the next class.

I have been feeling really sad lately. I mean, this afternoon was really hard to get through. Luckily I've been getting calls from my friends and even my grandma. My grandma almost never ever calls me, but she called me today to see how I was doing. My good friend Mike from work also called me, but I was busy. I haven't talked to him in a while. I'm gonna give him a call tommorow.

What else? My good friend that taught me how to dance with the sword is leaving to Finland next week. She is gonna be gone for three weeks. I'm really gonna miss her.

I also have boy issues that I need to write about. I don't understand men sometimes. In fact, I almost never do. He is either into you or he isn't. I absolutely hate playing the guessing game. But I am not gonna get into it now. I'll write about it later.

Ciao for now.

 

Tuesday, April 4, 2006

Hello there my lovelies,

Wow. This weather sucks. I really hate checking people into cars in pouring rain. I also hate driving in the rain. Yesterday our office flooded. The roof was soaked as well as the walls and carpets. Our computers and keyboards were also soaked. The whole office smelled like rat piss and fermented ass. It still did today and I am sure it will tommorow.

Today a cleanup crew came to break down our little office cubicles and dry out our carpets. I am just afraid that we might have a mold/mildew problem and I don't wanna be breathing mold particles. My friggin' district manager refuses to replace the carpets. I wish they would stop pretending that they care about us.

And as for yesterday's entry, I did get heat for the posting. But I knew that would happen. I am upset and had to let out my anger somehow. I also got into a heated argument with my mother. I never argue or even raise my voice to her. And today I yelled at her. I feel bad.

I am very tired so I am gonna have to end here. Ciao.

Monday, April 3, 2006

Hello,

First of all, I gotta say that this weather stinks. I really miss the sunshine. Nothing better than the sunshine on my face. At the last branch I worked at I used to sit in a chair outside and just bathe in the sun. It felt so good.

I feel so betrayed right now. I realized even more that the life I've been living has been an absolute lie. I am so upset and hurt. Not the hurt that I cry over and feel better after. It's hurt that just stuns me, sits and resides in me and haunts me from time to time. And I don't know if it will go away. I've never really cried over it. I can't. I can't really get into the details here. For starters, it's just too much. And also, I know I am gonna get heat for posting even this much. But I don't care anymore. I am willing to take the heat.

Anyways, Apprentice is on. Ciao.

Sunday, April 2, 2006

The Latest.............

Hello there my lovelies,

Today I am useless. I just lied in bed all morning. I also watched Ace Ventura: Pet Detective. I haven't seen that movie in over 10 years. I still think it is so friggin' hilarious. I used to watch it with my brother all the time and we would imitate him. I am definitely an odd ball. I love his humor as well as potty humor and dirty jokes.

I have my cake decorating class today. I really wanna learn how to decorate cakes. This week I will also look for a new bellydance teacher and take my first class with her. I thought about leaving the last troupe, but I might stay around to do the sword routines. But I know that I don't have time to learn and new dance routines.

I think I kinda felt depressed last week partly due to the fact that I wasn't practicing for a couple of weeks because the studio at SJSU is closed for spring break. I will start up with sword practice again next week. Bellydance really is one of the loves of my life.

I also started volunteering for the Immigration and Citizenship Program here in San Jose with CET. I volunteer on Saturdays when I don't have to work. I helped people fill out the N-400 forms. I helped translate a little too from Spanish to English. They have a practice form in Spanish, but the final form that is sent to the INS must be in English. It is definitely more fulfulling than my current job.

I speak enough Spanish to get by, but I still have trouble following everything. And just because the person can read Spanish on their forms doesn't mean that they understand all the terms. People come from all walks of life and not everyone is educated. I really had to be patient and learn how to help people hurry without being rude. It was hard at times trying to explain to people the terms. But at least most people were patient with me. It's interesting to see where people come from, and their past.

After I voluteered I did some serious retail therapy. I bought some work clothes and some really sexy shoes. I also bought more stuff from Baby Phat. Those are really the only jeans out there that can fit my ass. I do not have a small butt. I dunno who in my family has a big butt, but it was handed to me. I think that it was both my grandmas.

 I also saw Ice Age: The Meltdown. That squirrel in the movie was so freaking hilarious. His nutchasing scenes really made me laugh. The rest of the movie was funny, but the squirrel really made me laugh.

I went to the mall and movie alone, and I really enjoyed my alone time. I do love to go out and hang out with people, but I also value my alone time.

Okay, that's enough for now. I should get some cleaning and laundry done.

Ciao.

Saturday, April 1, 2006

Hello there my lovelies,

I am really not happy about this crappy weather. I looked at the 10 day forecast, and it's all rain. Rainy weather makes me sad, and I really could use some sun right now. My guess is that there will be rainy weather till May or June. That's what happened in the years before.

I am also not stoked about having to set the clock one hour ahead. As if time doesn't fly fast enough. But the bright side is that at least the sun will be out longer. So after I get off work, it will be light out and I can feel like there will be more of the day to enjoy.