Hello There My Lovelies,
After I got home, my roommate told me that it's a done deal. His friend will be moving into the apartment next month and she will be taking over the lease. So it's official, we're really moving out. Yes I've had to pack and yes I've had to think about making other plans of moving out. But his stuff is still unpacked, nothing has been sold yet and until yesterday, he didn't have a new roommate to come in. I still was holding out for the small possibility that somehow he would be able to stay in the country and I wouldn't have to move out.
It really feels like I am getting my heart broken. I had a lot of hopes and dreams when I moved into that place. I live in the heart of downtown San Jose, where I've always wanted to live. I've just always wanted to live there. I've wanted to be within walking distance of my old university and the library and the downtown restaurants.
I felt that now that I live in a nicer place than last, that I would have more confidence to go out and jumpstart my career, and possibly actually get a place of my own.
Now I feel like I am taking a couple of steps back. I can't believe that I will be in a new place before I even finish off the quarter. I remember last quarter. I moved last quarter, and I felt like things were looking up.
On another note, it should be raining again tonite. We totally need the rain here in California. We're suffering from a drought, and even though we've been having some heavy duty rain for the last couple of weeks, it is still not enough for the water we will be needing for the summer.
2 comments:
Change, while it is hard, is usually for the better. You will see, in a couple of months, you'll see things in a different light. You may not be where you WANT to be, but you will be going where you NEED to be...thats usually what happens!
What Myra said ... everthing will end up well for you, just have to keep the faith.
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